I hardly ever watch NBA basketball anymore, and that makes me really sad.
For most of my youth, playing and watching basketball meant more to me than almost anything. When it came to the watching, I was spoiled, of course, what with being a Celtics fan and all. But even if I was a somewhat fair-weather fan, I was an obsessed one. Every night I could, I listened to a Celtics game on the radio while doing my homework. I read box scores obsessively. I knew the lifetime stats of every player on the team. I adored Bird, D.J., McHale, Maxwell and Parish and was crushed out on Scott Wedman. I even had a soft spot for Greg Kite.
My youthful love for baseball was equally intense, maybe more so, but I felt a unique kinship with basketball, maybe because it was the only real sport a girl was allowed to play past the age of 11. (Apologies to all you former field-hockey and lacrosse players out there.)
And as for the playing, I mean, I dedicated myself to that sport more than any other. Basketball camp in the summer, endless shooting of hoops in the spring and fall, and of course, playing on my school team in the winter. I never got that great, and prep schools are breeding grounds for female point guards, so the competition was always intense. Still, I adored it.
Some of my best friends came to me via basketball. My oldest friend and I were competing point guards for years. I got to know one of my closest friends in college during the 1992 finals (she was a huge Bulls fan).
So what happened? M.L. Carr-as-interim-coach happened; the lousy draft picks happened; Rick Pitino happened. My waning athletic skills happened. My desire to disengage from the tomboy niche happened. The degeneration of the league happened.
Still, I miss it. Every time I do take in a game, I'm reminded of how much I used to love it. (You won't, however, be seeing me shooting hoops again anytime soon, because dear god I suck now.)
I'm thinking about this today because my oldest friend just wrote me out of the blue, lamenting that she rarely watches or plays basketball anymore and misses it. So in her honor, I think I'm going to watch as much of the playoffs as I can and see where it takes me.